honestly, this is the most awkward situation i have been in. there are lines being crossed & i feel uncomfortable.  i just want to be with mark & have all of this go away. the world just melts away. i don’t like hurting people but if someone else can’t respect friendship & my relationship. it will have to come to an end. mark will always come first. he’s bewitched me body & soul. i don’t have romantic feelings toward this other person anymore but i do care because of being friends. i will sacrifice a friendship for my relationship - it doesn’t mean it won’t hurt but i will do it.